Turn Your Heart Over to Jesus
One of my newest books is the book "Turn Your Heart Over to Jesus" I recently made a lot of changes to. It will be different from the original and printed in black and white to keep costs down. It is 8.5 /11 and is a real value for the price. Other books and stories are included too.
Color Me Beautiful
This talks about love in God and in relationships. It also deals with healing within relationships. It talks about men and women and a huge lesson I learned about both of them. This book is long and it will take a lot of work as I have major editing to do in it. The release date for this book for sale will be fall of 2021 if all goes according to plans.
These are questions answered about the God I love and serve. This will be released when God tells me to in a dream which I haven't had yet. While I am not happy with this book nor the speed in which it was compiled, it holds valuable truths that God has revealed to me through older Bibles.
Jesus Loves the Little Children- finished just needs my co-author's final touches
This book has been compiled and edited. The release date for this book could be spring of 2021 depending on how things go.
Other books available during the fall months of 2021...
"The Aftermath" and more books and short stories coming soon. Many books done just need editing and book covers. I purchased Dragon Naturally Speaking so I can get more work done but I find it is so full of errors is it worth using? My next project is compiled but needs editing and typesetting. It should be done in 2021 and it has most of my writings from all of my websites and will be in full color or black and white: I haven't decided yet.
Color Your Life With Love
This book is done and available on Amazon.
This book was written by my mother just before she passed. This is the story of a life well lived even growing up in San Francisco during World War II.
My websites published in a book
This book still needs updating and will probably have bits and pieces used throughout different books I have already written and will be ready to write.
I am so both disgusted and angry with modern churches and modern Bibles. I was going to embed the following video in html but instead I will include the hyperlink because I have to see this garbage too. If you are willing to watch this video realize this is what is going on today. Men and women are perverting the gospel of Jesus Christ and selling it for temporal treasures. This is the worst thing you can ever do to the gospel and it breaks my heart. I learned over the past few years especially after I quit Adventism, I know shame on me, and other churches I can't attend a church ever again: No one is preaching the truth. Click here if you dare to see the truth! LORD Jesus I have to repent of something I did or actually didn't do. I am not at home so I can't do this right now. I have two movies I haven't destroyed yet. Please LORD forgive me of this sin. LORD I still haven't gotten rid of the movies "The Shack" and "Heaven is for Real." I am so sorry LORD, I know I broke your heart but please forgive me until I get those movies out of my house and destroyed. God how can I tell people to repent when I am such a wicked sinner! I beg your forgiveness oh LORD please don't send me to hell for not getting rid of these two movies. I destroyed and got rid of over $300 in movies and a lot of books too but I need to get rid of more. Also LORD I am so sorry for keeping some of my books from TBN. I wanted to at least read some of them but they are probably all bad. They came with my $2 donation but at one time thought TBN was righteous and I am so sorry. LORD Jesus please forgive me for my weakness and my foolishness amen... I know I like Christian movies but they all seem to preach the hyper-grace message and other false doctrine. LORD I believe it is a narrow path to your Kingdom and I am not on it yet. Please help me to live a better life and seek you first. Amen
I stand corrected by both God and man...
I have mental illness and I started listening to voices in my head again. I do this sometimes because songs get stuck in my head to the point where I cannot even think on my own anymore. I thought about a lot of things and I know I stand corrected. Decades ago I would say things in my writing and sometimes aloud that God said this or that, and in effect bragging on my "special communication with God." I had no special contact because these and all other voices that speak to "modern prophets" are not from God but rather are familiar spirits. God rarely speaks to people and when he does it is with few words. God does not appear to people either. You are not a prophet, you can be a pastor, but not a preacher. You can be a teacher or minister but not a high ranking general unless you are in the armed service. God doesn't give out fancy names and fancy titles. I needed to sleep on the following short sermon but there is no time left. I have to get this done. I have sinned oh God in watching and owning movies like The Shack and Heaven is for Real. I wanted happy feel good movies but there is no chocolate covered path to everlasting life. I am well aware that we are not to quench the Spirit and I know I hear from God in dreams. Even saying that is shaky ground because lies come too. Often I may get a dream and while they have such important significance I can lose everything by bragging on it. Let's just say a firm foundation for God's voice can be found in the Bible and even then I find folly in listening to others because they ignore the time honored King James Bible. We need to get right with God and I'm facing eternal damnation myself. I sin with my tongue and with raging anger. So this is the youtube I will be sharing, to the left.
In perhaps the most important study in the Bible I have failed you because I have not followed up on my studies nor have I purchased the Hebrew OT of the Dead Sea Scrolls. I don't know if they give the corrections in Genesis 11 with the ages and genealogies. Also Genesis 4:1 has been tampered with.
The entire Bible is a seed war. There is a difference of common man. One is Adam or pronounced Adawm which is Strong's 120. This is common man and common man has limited life cycles and in this part one life and after this the judgment. Devil's are more commonly Eesh or:
Contracted for H582 (or perhaps rather from an unused root meaning to be extant); a man as an individual or a male person; often used as an adjunct to a more definite term (and in such cases frequently not expressed in translation.) : - also, another, any (man), a certain, + champion, consent, each, every (one), fellow, [foot-, husband-] man, (good-, great, mighty) man, he, high (degree), him (that is), husband, man [-kind], + none, one, people, person, + steward, what (man) soever, whoso (-ever), worthy. Compare H802.
This is a higher level than common man which may have powers and I can see it in scriptures both good and bad. The highest level of man is:
From H1396; properly a valiant man or warrior; generally a person simply: - every one, man, X mighty.
There may be a higher level of man which I believe only refers to God the Father as gibor. I know I misspelled that word but it is a Hebrew word and all we get in English is a rendition. Jesus is an eesh or husbandman which we get from Hosea 2:16.
(Hos 2:16) And it shall beH1961 at thatH1931 day,H3117 saithH5002 the LORD,H3068 that thou shalt callH7121 me Ishi;H376 and shalt callH7121 me noH3808 moreH5750 Baali.H1180
Jesus is also spoken of in another place.
(Pro 7:19) ForH3588 the goodmanH376 is notH369 at home,H1004 he is goneH1980 a longH4480 H7350 journey:H1870
(Pro 7:20) He hath takenH3947 a bagH6872 of moneyH3701 withH3027 him, and will comeH935 homeH1004 at the dayH3117 appointed.H3677
People get mad at me and ignore all that I say because perhaps it is true, I am a common criminal, and I am not good enough to have any kind of wisdom.
Cain conceived from his father Satan and Eve his mother was the first eesh to be born though it is not the first time eesh appears in the Bible. More on that later when I fully understand what the Bible is saying. I repent to God that I did not further explore this study on man and now I ask for forgiveness from Jesus for failing you oh God. I forgot to study this issue more. Eesh is shown throughout the Bible of good and bad men. It is a confusing study I admit and I do not have all the answers. I don't know if anyone could fully understand man though I believe God was counting on me and I failed him.
What can we gather from the following verse?
(Joh 3:13) AndG2532 no manG3762 hath ascended upG305 toG1519 heaven,G3772 butG1508 he that came downG2597 fromG1537 heaven,G3772 even theG3588 SonG5207 of manG444 which isG5607 inG1722 heaven.G3772
Including the feminine οὐδεμία oudemia
oo-dem-ee'-ah and the neuter οὐδέν ouden oo-den'
From G3761 and G1520; not even one (man, woman or thing), that is, none, nobody, nothing: - any (man), aught, man, neither any (thing), never (man), no (man), none (+ of these things), not (any, at all, -thing), nought.
No man has ascended into heaven. This means no man. Are there acceptations. John, Paul, Isaiah and another I can't recall. Are there people living on a new earth. I believe so. Let us look at another verse.
(Heb 9:27) AndG2532 asG2596 G3745 it is appointedG606 unto menG444 onceG530 to die,G599 butG1161 afterG3326 thisG5124 the judgment:G2920
Here man is defined a little different. In the Hebrew NT this is 120 Adam.
From G435 and ὤψ ōps (the countenance; from G3700); manfaced, that is, a human being: - certain, man.
There is more to this but the internet is slow and to be honest I am listening to a youtube in the background. I think from John 3:13 no man can see heaven.
(Isa 64:4) For since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear, neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee, what he hath prepared for him that waiteth for him.
(1Co 2:9) But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
I think a friend and I were deceived by Colton Burpo's Heaven is For Real. Maybe he did see something and I believe he did but it is confusing. I loved the movie and I think I still have it but it can't be right. I love these stories too but I think we were deceived. Even since I saw that movie I have been trying to determine what is going on with it. Yes our parents can be alive. The following verse speaks of sleep.
(1Th 5:10) Who died for us, that, whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with him.
God please forgive me if I have led others astray. God forgive me for buying this movie and thank you God for correcting me. Furthermore is there a new earth where our loved ones have departed. This is dangerous grounds for me and I need to get this all right or risk my own damnation.
(Rev 21:1) And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.
(Isa 65:17) For, behold, I create new heavens and a new earth: and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind.
(Isa 66:22) For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the LORD, so shall your seed and your name remain.
(2Pe 3:13) Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.
I emphasized the last verse because righteousness dwelleth. Could this refer to our dearly departed loved ones. I will think about this and sleep on it and perhaps see if what I have said is right. I've never seen heaven at all and I have had limited visions but lots of dreams. I may have seen heaven though I can't think of an exact time but it was not in full glory. Think about these things and let me know what you think.